august 2nd, 2021

guten tag! so i finally just got hired somewhere, i’m not going to say what company it is so i don’t break some rule that i don’t know about yet. there’s a hint somewhere in this post.

anyway i start there on the 9th and school on the 16th and i’m very excited for both of these things. hopefully i won’t be so depressed (but i’m looking for therapy so things should hopefully work out soon)

i wonder what the future is going to hold for me. hopefully i can figure out what i’m gonna buy for my mother’s birthday in a couple days

july 19th, 2021

it’s been almost two months since graduating high school. i still don’t know how i feel about that. my orlando trip was really fun and i’d love to go on another (longer) trip with my girlfriend out of town for a while. the puerto rico trip, on the other hand, could’ve been better if i wasn’t staying with my grandmother (she doesn’t have air conditioning and some of the windows have holes big enough to let mosquitoes in the house) and i actually had money left over to spend on stuff there, especially since they use the US dollar.

speaking of money, in a previous post i talked about how i used to pay my server hosting bill two months in advance and even though i had to upgrade this server to a higher plan because of a minecraft server i still managed to get a past due bill since i literally RAN OUT of money…ugh. i find out tomorrow if i got the job at a local grocery store and i’m really excited and hopeful that it works out. i’m tired of restaurants. glad this isn’t me though

may 30th, 2021

last friday, the 28th, i graduated high school.

i STILL don’t know how i feel about this. i had a lot of emotions that night, especially with my parents when i gave them a hug at the end of it all.

anyway, i have no clue what i’m gonna be doing soon. i have a vacation to orlando with my girlfriend in a couple of days, and i also have a vacation to puerto rico in a few weeks after i come back from orlando.

go bears????????

april 27th, 2021

from april 9th (i was so busy this was chilling in my drafts)-

happy very late new year! a lot has happened since november, and i finally remembered the password to this website. i hit my nine months working at my job, which is the longest i’ve held any job, but i just put in my two-weeks notice in last month.

from today-

i don’t work at waffle house anymore. i miss it there believe it or not, but i don’t miss working a shift by myself with no backup. anyway, lots have happened since november, and i’m gonna start writing them out now. christmas wasn’t too exciting, other than me WORKING that same day and never getting any tips from anybody which was miserable. new years was bleh. i got a new phone and that was exciting. a month ago, in march, i got a computer FINALLY. it only took four years but i’m excited because it actually has decent specs and i can do stuff that i’ve always wanted to do but couldn’t because i only have 4gb of ram and an intel celeron or only integrated graphics and just overall outdated hardware. here’s my new specs:

it came with windows 10 home, but i upgraded to education since it’s basically enterprise so i could turn off telemetry and cortana a little bit easier than normal

i also have a geforce gtx 1660 ti and i can now FINALLY play minecraft java edition at framerates that are higher than 14fps.

anyway that’s how i’ve been doing

november 24th, 2020

note: i’m writing this at 12:14am and i really need to go to bed lol

omg i’m tired because of school and work and i have a 22% in marine science but i found out i can switch it out for something else so i might be able to drop it but i have to wait until after thanksgiving break to work everything out

also i’m saving up for a new iphone lmao i wanna try getting an 11 pro max but if t-m0bile is out of stock when i go to buy it i’ll probably end up getting an 11 pro (i currently have a 7 plus and i wanna keep the similar size even though i’ll lose 3d touch 🙁 ) but i need at least $800 yikes

oh and i have a 14 hour shift on wednesday from 5pm-7am and i wonder how THAT’S going to go

november 6th, 2020

today was picture day at school, and i’ve never hated the encore uniform so much. first off, i haven’t been able to get a new uniform shirt since freshman year because butler/shiflet only takes orders the first week of school and i’m usually broke the first week back. what i have is a large. i wear a 2xl now. not like it matters anymore smh

but hey in about 45 minutes i’m gonna change into my tv shirt and some jeans and be so much more comfortable for my tv picture (and i’m not gonna bother putting the uniform back on for fourth period because honestly screw that lmao)

october 30th, 2020

okay here’s my “tomorrow post” that i talked about yesterday… i’m not doing too well right now tbh.

i’ve barely done any of my work for marine science or humanities all week. the amount of work i’ve gotten this week is too overwhelming, and while you may argue that “you should be doing it in class”, the amount of work that just comes in one day is honestly just too much for me. i’m also extremely tired, because of the puppies and also because i haven’t gotten a good night’s sleep since july. i honestly wanna go home and sleep for three days and cry but i can’t. mostly because i have too much stuff to do. it also sucks that i’m broke but i’m used to that anyway

in conclusion i wish i could wake up in slowtown and also that my teachers would fucking slow down for once (and i was choosing my words carefully because i’m typing this on a keylogged school computer :/)

october 29th, 2020

happy birthday me! it was thursday the 22nd but it’s okay. i turned 18 and i don’t really know how to feel about it. it’s not like i can do anything other than gamble. which is risky anyway.

anyway the puppies are really frustrating and my dad went away on a work trip for a week and it is hell right now. i’ll probably post sometime later (maybe tomorrow) about what’s actually going on with me at the moment.

october 9th, 2020

you know, i’m really tired

like. energy tired. even when i’m not at school or work i find myself busy somehow and i don’t really have any time to myself all that much. hell, i’m writing this on my iPad in the middle of math class because this is one of the few moments I have time to chill out and do something on my own…(and it’s shocking that the room is really quiet right now, because this class is normally VERY noisy and there’s a bunch of really annoying people.)

i’m working saturday, sunday, monday, and tuesday and i’m not very happy about it. apparently one of the waitresses that left to work at another restaurant came back and she somehow ended up with a BUNCH of hours pushing everybody’s schedules around. no clue how that happened tbh but hey money

anyway i’m yawning right now and i won’t be shocked if something weird happens at school on monday or tuesday…i find myself falling asleep more often than normal. i have an f in marine science and a (near) perfect a in the other three classes. it’s really weird but it’s literally because she assigns like three assignments with a fuckton of questions everyday and constant virtual labs on laptop cart computers that barely work in the first place and lack Java (and a lot of the labs need Java to run)

in conclusion i need to post here more because i literally prepay the website every month for two months in case my cash stream suddenly dries up and i’m left again without a web host. i have like $38 in credit on my Linode account and a $10 plan (i had the $5 plan before but i needed more RAM)

october 7th, 2020

hey guys.. it’s been a while. i’ve been really busy with school AND work so i haven’t really been online all that much. i wish i could post here more often, but i’ve just been so tired i’m either at school, at work, or sleeping…and even when i do have a day off i’m usually dealing with dana or jessica or other people so i haven’t had a true “day off” to myself only in a good while